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ketemu lagi dengan saya sendiri :D
#sudah macam penyiar aja kayak gitu, tapi gapapa lah kan yang penting happy :)

sabtu,17.03.2012
awalnya sih asik bisa telean sama dia, tapi gk tau kenapa waktu siang harinya kayak ada hal yang ganjil gitu sama si dia.
jujur ak taku kalau dia marah #jijai :p
pada waktu dia marah dia selalu bilang "gak usah sms atau tele ak lagi, ak lgi capek, aku mau istiraha dulu"
aku tau itu hanya alasannya agar dia gak kelihatan marah di depan aku.

tpi gak tau kenapa tiba-tiba dia ajak ketemuan di warnet, yang anehnya lagi kami main enggak satu komputer tapi malah beda komputer
aku masih takut kalau dia masih marah sama aku :(
aku coba untuk tetep tenang untuk ngilangi perasaan takut itu, tapi tolong jangan marah sama aku ?

jemput dia mau ngambil buku yg tertinggal di rumah

hahah.....
orang lagi asik" main dia suruh tele, trus mintak jemput buat ngambil bukunya untung aja dia org yg spesial buat aku, coba aja gk mna mau ak jemput
hahah..... :D
senang bisa ktemu sama dia :*

bat cauntry

He who makes a beast out of himself
Gets rid of the pain of being a man

Caught here in a fiery blaze, won't lose my will to stay.

I tried to drive all through the night,
The heat stroke ridden weather,
the barren empty sights.
No oasis here to see,
the sand is singing deathless words to me.

Can't you help me as I'm startin' to burn (all alone).
Too many doses and I'm starting to get an attraction.
My confidence is leaving me on my own (all alone).
No one can save me
and you know I don't want the attention.

As I adjust to my new sights the rarely tired lights
will take me to new heights.
My hand is on the trigger I'm ready to ignite.
Tomorrow might not make it but everything's all right.
Mental fiction follows me;
show me what it's like to be set free.

Can't you help me as I'm startin' to burn (all alone).
Too many doses and I'm starting to get an attraction.
My confidence is leaving me on my own (all alone).
No one can save me and you know
I don't want the attention.

So sorry you're not here
I've been sane too long my vision's so unclear.
Now take a trip with me
but don't be surprised
when things aren't what they seem.

Caught here in a fiery blaze,
won't lose my will to stay.
These eyes won't see the same,
after I flip today.

Sometimes I don't know
why we'd rather live than die,
We look up towards the sky
for answers to our lives.
We may get some solutions
but more just pass us by,
Don't want your absolution
cause I can't make it right.
I'll make a beast out of myself,
gets rid of all the pain of being a man.

Can't you help me
as I'm startin' to burn (all alone).
Too many doses
and I'm starting to get an attraction.
My confidence is leaving me
on my own (all alone).
No one can save me and you know
I don't want the attention.

So sorry you're not here
I've been sane too long my vision's so unclear.
Now take a trip with me
but don't be surprised
when things aren't what they seem.
I've known it from the start all these good ideas
will tear your brain apart.
Scared but you can follow me
I'm too weird to live but much too rare to die.